got an exam tomorrow. as i was already in the near-end part of studying, i felt hungry. got some fud to stuff my starved tummy and turned on the cd. BACK FOR GOOD by take that was the first song it played as the player was in a shuffled mode. (sigh*) im supposed to be minding nothing but my credit transactions & quasi contract “studybles” but i gotta stop and sit back for a while.
the song hit me. again. i just realized that all this time, the song only meant to me as one of my father’s faves, only now that it came to me how i could exactly relate to it already.i want him back for good. well , minus that “lipstick mark” line as i am referring to my dad.
when he left, i absolutely “got a fist of pure emotion” ( of deep sorrow), “got a head of shattered dreams”, though i know i “gotta leave it all behind now” i just wanna say “whatever i said whatever i did i didnt mean it” i am sorry for everything i wasnt able to say or do when u were stil here.. you will always be that wind beneath my wings i used to tell you..
i am willing to trade anything i got and everything i am, just to have u back for good. if only i could, i would. definitely will.
i know someday somewhere. “we’ll be together, and that time is gonna be forever”.
im not giving up on my dreams coz i know its your dream too.for me. you will always be that tough but sweet guy whom i love being spoiled with.
you will always be in my heart. every step of the way. towards the realization of everything we had planned for. im gonna make you proud as much as how proud i am of you. xtend my best rgrds to mom. i am missing you both so much.
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