love for me is..

…just love, it can never be explained.”
..it is just a word until someone comes along and gives it meaning.”
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid ones, wanders into your stupid life…You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you or say hello, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘i dont know with you!’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. but then, you cant help but love&love again..
me? i dont hate love. it may ripped me over and over , but when im already back on track, i will embrace it just the same.
I don’t pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me: it is embracing both the bliss and the pain it brings.
i may hate how he makes me feel sick sometimes but i also  love how my knees weaken by just the mere mention of his name=)”
loveyouwee..