im scared

im scared.
love hit me the second time around i guess -
im just too scared  to embrace it unconditionally.
too scared for myself, for thinking  that something as good as this could really be possible..
“so good yet so true?”
i dont know- i dont really know.
ive been so scared  from the moment i started imagining of a wonderful future & a blissful life with him  from dusk to dawn –  from the very minute i would open my eyes up to the last wee hour of the night where we could spend  just anything&everything together.
fears.fears.fears. and i am just so scared - again.
hope something as good as this could really last forever- i am now tumbling down all the walls i used to build making me vulnerable to all the doubts&fears i could possibly feel - this was unplanned, i never saw it coming, but nevertheless, no regrets at all ..
EVERYTHING IS WORTH ATLEAST A TRY I GUESS.and HE SIMPLY MAKES EVERYTHING WORTH-RISKING FOR- more worthy than these doubts&fears i have inside..