it’s my first Christmas having no mom and dad anymore.must i call myself an orphan now? ;-( that fact hasn’t sank in me yet. it’s stil heart-wrenching at times. life must go on they say. and more often than not, that cliche is just easier said than done.i had proven it so many times already. yeah there may be people who had kept me goin. got a wonderful boyfriend, supportive sisters & bros in law, my nephews and nieces who never fail to cheer me up. but things are no longer in its usual place it seems.the usual comfy place i never thought would change. everything doesn’t seem to fit anymore. i had no idea, not even a little inkling that my life would, in a snap, turn upside down. but who the hell i think i am? exempted and immuned from such waves of change i kept on denying?
i know there’s a positive side in everything thats been happening, i just couldnt seem to figure it out, not yet. or if i did, m having a damn hard time accepting it.i know i have to accept it whether i like it or not. its REALITY. and i know that even if sometimes reality is the hardest to understand and the thing that takes the longest to realize, but have to embrace it no matter what. “THY WILL BE DONE”.
No comments:
Post a Comment